Falling Away From The Past / Slow Dancing In A Burning Room

It's saturday evening, and I'm faced with facts that reminds of the past. Facts about how people have the best intentions in their heart, but somehow, their actions overrule and symbolize pain for someone else.
I started out 2010 with my best intentions, and had a clear plan of how I wanted to make a clean cut, cut out all the things that I knew would hurt someone else, and now I realize, I should have made a clean cut in 2009. Because at the end of the day, when I close my eyes, I know, that I've been 50% of an action that will ultimately hurt an innocent person. And I need to stop! Show my face, come clean, and be honest, not to anyone I know, but most importantly, towards myself.
In less than a week, I'll uproot my roots, and move from my old apartment, to my new one. And I can't help but wonder, and stumble upon the fact that I will say goodbye to an era.
And may I finish of with one of my favorite lyrics from John Mayers newest album "Battle Studies" / Edge of Desire - Young, and full of running, tell me, where has that taken me, just a great figure 8 or a tiny infinity, Love is really nothing, but a dream that keeps waking me, for all of my trying, we still end up dying, how can it be?

The Ones You Don't Want To Play With...

A couple of days ago, I was on my way home from work, and I didn't feel like going straight home, which is why I stopped at Kgs. Nytorv - (center of Copenhagen) - and watched a free exhibition, in the middle of the square. The portraits below, are from the exhibition, and centers around homeless people, who've been given up, by their loved ones, their extended families and the the system.
The pictures touched something in myself, and reminded me, once again that materialism is just so extremely superficial, and it is what is underneath that will shake you to your very core.
So if you have a minute or two, take a walk to Kongens Nytorv. http://djfotograferne.dk/sw13604.asp

PERFECTION

I am IN LOVE with Jennifer Connelly!

To Do or Not To Do

So, my first post in January, my first post in 2010. And though a new year is here, right here in the present, I find myself with even more questions and even less answers. I so long for a sense of stability, but as my great dear mum said yesterday, "Darling, it's your age, and the many choices that come with your age, that makes you confused" - and again, as so many times before, dear mummy is right on.
So what do I do when great oppertunities are right in front of me, but I don't know whether to take the right or left turn? Because no matter which turn I take/choose, it will for a while change a path of mine.
I think I can only compare the situation I find myself in, right now, to the many situations pilots finds themselves in, sometimes; let's imagine a pilot going to Rio De Janeiro, with 300 passengers, but changing his well-structured route, and taking a leap of faith, and instead go to Tokyo. The passengers might be pissed, excited, irritated or happy, and the pilots boss may be scared, fear anxiety and most likely be shit-faced, what is the worst that can happen??! Yes, people depend on the pilot to make the right choice, but what if the right choice is to go to Tokyo?